EoY Shout out

It is that time of the year when we start to reflect on the past year and have a chance to up a version in the new year.

During the weekend I did my usual beach stretch. While walking on those familiar paths near the beach, it reminded me of the time 18 months ago, how confused and broken I was and I used to walk this same path almost every single day for 6 months.

I spent hundreds of hours listening to podcasts by Simon Sinek & Mel Robbins while walking along the beach for hundreds of kilometres. Whenever I encounter a problem, I rush to the beach to find solace; it comforts me every single time. Standing on the shores of the ocean, you realise how small you are, and your problems seem to shrink to merely a drop in the ocean.When it all started, I was lost and with every step I took, I felt I was getting the clarity I needed. But every step felt long and exhausting.  I emerged stronger and more courageous than ever before. 

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Earlier this year, the universe presented me with a similar situation to test how I would cope. I must say I am very proud of how I handled people and situations this year compared to my previous self. I am sure that my broken self from 18 months ago would be proud of where I am now.

It is not a solo journey. I had a handful of friends who consistently checked in on me and engaged in healthy conversations. Our weekday lunches, coffee catchups, and explorations of new places served as a form of therapy, and I am eternally grateful to my friends for their support. 

I truly believe my life wouldn't be as fulfilling without my dear G and my little buddy. They help me carry a lot of my burdens, and I owe them many apologies. I hope I am able to fill their hearts with more love than I receive in return, although I have my doubts about that.

I am grateful for all the weight and cardio training I did at the gym to transform my energy. I kept it consistent and never made excuses to skip a session. This commitment motivated me to push myself further, and I appreciate my fitness pals who inspire me by showing me a path I never thought I would take. Sometimes, I feel very humble when I think about how far I still have to go before I can say I’ve truly arrived. As part of my 2025 bucket list, I plan to challenge myself with more training and healthy eating. 

It was a significant year for travel; I cherished all four of my trips along with 30 other day trips. I met so many people this year, and I haven't felt this connected to people since my teenage years. Overall, it was a great year for travel, and I hope to continue exploring in the coming years.

I am grateful for the time I spent nurturing, protecting, and caring for my inner child. Eighteen months ago, I felt incredibly broken, but now I am glad to be on a journey of healing, much like the art of kintsugi. I took many risks and distanced myself from several people in my life to maintain my peace.

I am thankful for those who have fallen out of my life like autumn leaves, making way for personal growth. I wish them well on their journeys. I have no regrets; everyone who entered my life did so for a reason. Some inspired me, while others taught me valuable lessons. I also met new people this year and made new connection. 

I am thankful for the people in my life who continuously love and accept me with my flaws and continue to inspire with their experiences and wisdom. 

Lastly ,this year I kept up with my writings and I had an opportunity to do an open mic infront of 200 people audience. It is the wildest thing I have done in my life. I scared the 15 yr old me who stood up quite (scared/anxious) for 50min when the language teacher asked me to read out loud my poem infront of the class. Breaking my fears.. 

Cheers to more experiences and better years ahead..