Wo(a)ndering thoughts!!!

Its one of those days, I woke up feeling sad..I hardly ever worry about anything except for that yearly dose of  unresolved issue I get(Inside joke).. But this is different.  I'm not sure why/what bothers me.. I mean I know but I don't know. Its been 6 weeks since I started working from home, I don't know how long we will be doing this. I'm not complaining about my work or working from home, I quite enjoy this routine and spending more time with A.. Its the uncertainty of the situation and the unknowns scare me the most. The things I took for granted all this years, like  meeting family who live far away in different continent, friends who I haven't met in years (always in my yearly plan and not got around it)  and life in general. The yearly family visits, the three to four weeks that I spend with parents/in-laws /sister/ nieces/ nephews.   The cancelled catch ups with friends  due to time limitation in every trip meaning postponing that to next year/trip, I l

My dear Kannama, You woke up  screaming 'Im turning 8 n 8 days!' ..  You have been counting your birthday right from Christmas and made sure no one forgets.. This is the first time you asked for a party,  wanted to invite friends and have it at General public -Bowling and Arcade games.. but God had different plan for all of us. This is going to be an unforgettable birthday..  8 yrs back today, I was in the hospital, my water broke early.. I still remember doctors were surprised to see I wasn't panicking or worried a bit. You know why? I was sure you would be fine,I didn't doubt for a second..I know for sure you will not just be fine, you will be fantastic.. No matter what, Ta and I will always love you, We will always be proud of you. No matter how many times you fall , we will be there right next to you cheering you to raise up on your own.. I know for sure you will.. Presents are packed, Balloons are ordered, cake recipe is ready,  party is planned, zoom invit

What can you possibly do whole day in a 3 BR house?? <Okay stop it! that's some show off!!> Seriously!! What can you do?? I have the perfect hack for you!! This is 'Dummies guide' to use up the space you are paying/paid EMI for.. I'm sure you couldn't have possibly used that corner of the house or slept in the guest room or used the spare toilets ever .. This is my guide to use up every space in the house in a day. 1. Wakey time in Bed room-1(BR1) Speaking of sleep, do you know how important sleep is?  esp now more than ever, 'coz we have 24 hours in a day to spend. Why not use it usefully!!!  Its a beautiful gloomy rainy winter day..  Need all the positivity and good vibes to push the next 14 hours before I go back to nighty nite.. are you ready?! PC: Pinterest 2.  Breaky in the dining room:   Yes, you heard it right!!! Have your breakfast on the  dining table you assembled with the dumb instructions which was in some alien language .. Keep

'Hello beautiful!! How are you today?' I stop and look around.. I didn't see anyone..I hear the voice again.. 'You look so confused!! Hey, Stop!! don't you have manners.. Look at me when I talk,  don't walk away!! Oh wait, of course you won't or should I say you don't have time for it, in last 12  years.. Let me tell you the stats, you walk past me atleast 7 times on a weekday and more on weekends.. You can't fool me!! I watch everyone like no one is watching!!  Literally no one!! not even you!!' 'No, no, not him!! Don't look at him.. Here, this side..I'm over here!' 'I remember the day when I moved in to this neighborhood, I felt home, what I noticed over the years is you love your space, you keep them beautiful, So much has changed over the years in the neighborhood.. New  upgrades,  new tenants, new neighbours.. I'm the senior citizen here, I tell the new-bees where to go.. ' 'Don't l