Wo(a)ndering thoughts!!!

I had a good friend, her name was 'Tasty fatty Food'(TFF), she was my everything..She was even my bae.. She was there when I'm happy, she was there when I'm sad and depressed. She was there when I watch TV and she would be right there when I'm bored. She was my everything.. Trust me, I never felt so much comfortable in anyone's company like hers. she is the best and she always makes me feel best.. Then I hit mid-thirties, I met this new friend - he loves to call himself 'Healthy eating(HE)'..I have to live with him for obvious reasons but I think we don't get along that well(Shh!!Don't tell him).. We have reached a point where I just  ignore him some days.. then I feel real guilty , I try and give every chance to be a good friend again. Somedays I miss my old friend, I try to meet her secretly and I call it my 'Cheat day'.. I swear I don't do many cheat days.. I'm really not that guilty.. I only do cheat days, Whe

I'm sure I'm not last in the game, I've finally joined the Netflix club and binge watching like anything..I finished 2 seasons of my fav show in no time.. I have to wait until 2019 for next season.. it is RIDICULOUS!!.. One thing I was afraid that would happen, actually happened.. I'm A-D-D-I-C-T-E-D!!  I hate that I love it.. There I said it.. Although I miss my reading and blogging... I couldn't believe I was into so much binge-ing, 3 weeks have gone without doing anything other than the bare necessities. .I skipped my morning walk to watch few more minutes of the movie I downloaded, I skipped reading to finish that episode of The Crown, I even had to pay late fees for not returning my library books.. Can you believe that!!! thats SO not me.. Aah Hah!!! It feels so blank , my mind is not even working.. G would agree that its the perfect solution to put my wondering mind into coma.. Today, I woke up with the sound of rain..what more can inspire to write th