Wo(a)ndering thoughts!!!

Its been exactly a year since I blogged properly, I felt lost for a while.. Woke up today with memories in FB showing one of my old post and that motivated me to get back to my space.  where do I start? Guess I can start with what I enjoy the most- writing about my conversations with lil A . Lil A stayed home almost 5 to 6 months in last 1 yr with 4 lockdowns.  Pretty much staying home together for that long made us Tom and Jerry.. Just without violence..and more endless arguments for anything from who gets the snack from pantry or switch off lights at night to everything..  Recently he started saying "Amma, you are so annoying!!" often... and in few minutes he gives a hug or kiss to cool me down.  March'21 I went for a weekend getaway with my GFs to Keyneton, stayed 2 nights and 3 days.. I called G after dropped my friends .. A picked up the phone, and the conversation went like this..  Me: Hi baby!! A  Where are you? When will you be home amma? Me: I...

Its one of those days, I woke up feeling sad..I hardly ever worry about anything except for that yearly dose of  unresolved issue I get(Inside joke).. But this is different.  I'm not sure why/what bothers me.. I mean I know but I don't know. Its been 6 weeks since I started working from home, I don't know how long we will be doing this. I'm not complaining about my work or working from home, I quite enjoy this routine and spending more time with A.. Its the uncertainty of the situation and the unknowns scare me the most. The things I took for granted all this years, like  meeting family who live far away in different continent, friends who I haven't met in years (always in my yearly plan and not got around it)  and life in general. The yearly family visits, the three to four weeks that I spend with parents/in-laws /sister/ nieces/ nephews.   The cancelled catch ups with friends  due to time limitation in every trip meaning postponing that to next ...