Wo(a)ndering thoughts!!!

2020- What did I do? hmm. Lets see, we had new year then its all blurrrr like groundhog day. Mostly eat-Netflix-eat-sleep-eat then Eat again.. yup! I ate a lot which meant I cooked a lot. Mostly due to A's encouragement ,it is hard to pass. He keeps saying 'Mom you are the best noodle maker/omelette maker or cake maker" although it is easy to delusion him with sugar.  He is seriously thinking about a new business plan - Laksa bar and I will be his chef. As flattering as it sounds, trust me its not easy to tell 8YO making Maggie noodles doesn't count as master chef.  There is a possibility that I ruined his taste bud with my precautions covid plan of no-take-outs or eat-outs until this virus vanishes. Shhh.. Im sure he can get his taste back in few years once we can eat out. Don't let me start with my marathon mania, Im talking about Netflix marathon, not the real one.Duh!! Do you even know me. All those Netflix script writers taking 2 or 4yrs to write those 8 seaso...

Its been ages since I opened my personal laptop, working from home has changed everything, its more like living at work. It meant all I do is work - eat- sleep in a merry go circle - day in and day out. Totally not me and so not fun I could say.  With so much happening in my life, Im learning more about life and reality, expectations from myself and setting boundaries for others. I believe there is a reason that this is happening now, it seems like a painful process but I might appreciate this in future when I know what impact/how strong  this  has made me. Only thing I struggle is to deal with is people.. People who show no or little respect for emotions or feeling. I guess everyone has issue with it.  I choose to stay silent, why not? when other person doesn't listen what I'm saying, why waste my energy. Keeping away from the toxic people actually keeps me sane. 2021 is an extension of 2020. There is no place to hide or escape, I believe I have to  face the pr...